I like talking about myself. I don't know why.
Why does anyone like talking about themselves? It just makes sense. What do you know better than yourself? Probably a lot of things actually.
I get big ideas a lot. They usually go nowhere. This often bothers me because I feel like I'm wasting something. Maybe I'm just a conceptualist, churning out ideas and, well, concepts for someone else to do something with.
I hate when I'm wrong. I hate when someone else is right. It makes me anxious.
I'm a bit of a perfectionist. I have ocd tendencies. Not too many, just enough.
I'm detail oriented. I have to know every minute little factor.
I take things personally. Much more than I should. I'm very aware of this.
When I was a kid I wanted to be a robot because I thought robots were purely logical.
I still believe that logic trumps emotion, and emotions are innately irrational.
I hate not knowing everything.
I make bad decisions on purpose sometimes.
I like feeling bad, as weird as that sounds. You have to feel the same way to get it, I think.
I have paranoia issues at times.
I think constantly. My brain never stops.
I once tried being spontaneous. It was a great idea at the time, but it failed me miserably. I probably won't do that again.
oops.
14 years ago
